Why is so hard to say goodbye?

Why is so hard to say goodbye? I feel like I’m losing someone dear to me when I leave. My leave date is still 3 weeks away and already miss my hard working man, I’m missing him now and I’m still home. And missing some of my nieces and nephews because they are so interested in what their Aunt Wheezy adventure.

Why it’s going to be harder to say goodbye with a later start date? Because I’m going to see everyone before I leave and I’m also be going to spend my last day with my man. Instead having couple days off with him at work durning those days.

Saying goodbye to family, friends, and my man is going to be hard when I leave. Right now it’s hard with my man because I’m going to miss him, the worst. Not just he is hard working and spoils me, alot! And he surprised me with a ring knowing that I’m going on a once in a lifetime adventure.

Work I won’t miss as much, only the people that I have made friends with and the good times there. And it might sound weird but I might going to miss seeing the plants and the different colors and once awhile the mutation in the color in the pedals.